Friday 20 April 2012

Bitter Victory

After drinking of sweet nectar
All else savours bitter of pale comparison.
And in the anti-climax a longing for virginity.
For an apex is only such from lower standing.
And 'tis in the chase we find true ambrosia...

"The Not So Great Gatsby"


''The Great Gatsby''. He is a driven man who is relentless in his pursuit of Daisy and for acceptance by the established rich. He displays a burning aspiration to achieve his goals at any cost, even crime. He is unscrupulous in his journey with a pure goal in mind- the ends do not justify the means. Jay Gatsby is not great.

Fires that blow in the wrong direction often burn the hands which ignite them. Gatsby's fiery desire to recapture Daisy and achieve his dream, although admirable, is ultimately the reason for his defeat. This twenty-twenty vision during his quest for his proverbial Holy Grail blinds him to the passing of time; Daisy's loyalty to her husband, Tom; and the wayward nature of his journey.

Gatsby has always possessed the potential and desire to achieve more than his parents had, this is evident in him leaving home at a young age to pursue his monolithic dreams. Although it cannot be contested that Gatsby's commitment to realising his dream, deep-rooted in the American Dream, is nothing short of unremitting; shown by his meticulously planned study regiment, him leaving the Lutheran College of St Olafs' to chase after greater horizons and the effort he puts into his opulent parties aimed at attracting Daisy, Gatsby's wealth is obtained through nefarious means, highlighted by his close relationship with Wolfshiem- a known felon.
Throughout the novel, Gatsby desperately attempts to escape the shackles of his disadvantaged background by changing his name from James Gatz to Jay Gatsby and lying about the origin of his family and wealth- in doing so, he forsakes his heritage. He is also a man with many secrets and facades and this is a contributing factor to his untimely demise.
Naive and foolish, Gatsby believes Daisy will leave Tom and the past will thus be erased. He chases after a dream that cannot be achieved, as the established rich will never accept him- the manner in which Tom and the Sloanes treat him is indicative of this. The symbolism which lies in the colour of Gatsby's car, yellow, also serves to show this as it is a pale reflection of, but can never become gold.

Tattered by naivety and the unwillingness to acknowledge the incontrovertible passing of time, noted by the paradigm shifts with regard to time and the many connotations with the passing of it, coupled with his haunted past which he attempts to bury ,with facades, into obscurity- Gatsby's dream becomes unattainable, incessantly receding before his ever trailing feet. Although persistent and dedicated to achievement, his drive is misconstrued and misdirected toward an ineffectual dream, and his obsession in realising his dream clouds his moral compass and,therefore, his journey.

His unrelenting in his pursuit of his dream blinds him to reality and in allowing it to do so, he becomes the architect of his own downfall.
The inability to achieve his pre-shattered dream, unscrupulous means aside, and aloofness toward reality do not make Gatsby great.

Thus it can be seen that Jay Gatsby, or rather James Gatz's journey is riddled with incompetence's and deception and, therefore, he does not deserve the title of, ''The Great Gatsby''.

We are God, God is Us

Divinity. Are human beings divine? The Church would argue not, but despite the evil that lies in the heart of man- by definition, divinity means to be god-like and/or to create. "And the Lord God made man (his greatest creation) in his own image".  It is our minds that make omnipotent and our souls that make us holy- thus we are divine. We are able to create: we can create beautiful sculptures and art; we can create our own realities through perception; and create life. Is that not the very essence of divinity? The act of creation is art and this art is divine. Although tattered by immorality, mankind at heart, hidden is still absolute divinity: "for the only difference between God and man, is that man has forgotten he is divine". Humans are introverted- almost ellusive to the very simplicity we fail to grasp. We look to things external of ourselves, expeditiously searching for forgotten answers to old questions- we search for power greater than ourselves- we search for a God; but we, our voice, is the one we seek- we are Gods. What is a god if not a creator? We humans are much like children, we have no faith in ourselves, so instead we place it externally. We use God as a safe haven for our insecurities- placing all our problems before him on bended knee- yet we ourselves have the power to mould our own outcomes. If we are made in his image how can we be powerless, bound to pews.  If we are the children of God, are we not then, at the very least, half-god and wholly divine. If we deny our own divinity, do we not then deny the divinity of our Father? 

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"It is our minds that make us omnipotent and our souls that make us holy: we have the ability to destroy and create- thus we are divine" - by Rushin Jansen

Mistaken for God

God? Who is this God you speak of? Is he the omnipotent all father ye Christians worship out of fear, the God whose wrath is legend and whose intolerance is matched only by those who claim to act in his stead, the God who demands sacrifice and constant validation, the God whom  you claim to serve by killing in his name, the dead God whom you murder and then pray to, the God who- in his unending mercy smites those who do not subscribe to the tainted dogma that is religion? Is he the God conjured up, by the Christian mind- warped by fear, and hate and insecurity.

Signed
Rushin Jansen
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